This is about the crush life of a teenage girl, how she began to be hated and ended up doing things know one ever thought she would. Everyone thought she was an A student and very humble, the good girl who'll never do wrong. As they say "good girls are bad girls who haven't been caught".
I felt no one needs me anymore since most of my male friends stopped talking to me. They would judge me and it really hurts cuz even my best friends thought they were right. No one understood me.
I met a friend on an app and we made friends with our other friends. She was pretty nice and i admire her a lot. He friends became the people i could hide behind,i could actually believe in myself that i was beautiful and had to only tell myself that I'm worthy.
I then made friends from different schools. But i had changed i began to do things which weren't appropriate.
There was this one time when I felt insulted by someone so i just wanted to be off the earth surface. I read stories which weren't appropriate and i thought of ways to make my existence end. I imagined me cutting myself with a knife, strangling myself, taking drug overdose and other stuffs.
I did bad things to myself.
