This is about the crush life of a teenage girl, how she began to be hated and ended up doing things know one ever thought she would. Everyone thought she was an A student and very humble, the good girl who'll never do wrong. As they say "good girls are bad girls who haven't been caught".
He began to show love and compassion so I was blinded by it I didn't see what he really was aiming at. He hurt the girl whom he troubled since the time he came to the school who's now my bestfriend.
I looked over it and tried to sort out their differences so they would be okay and no one will get hurt anymore but they both were hotheads I tell you.
Anything anyone did just increased the hate they had for each other. He kept fooling me and taking most of my pocket money to share with his friends. My friends warned me several times to stop but I was one to have a big heart,I couldn't say no to people who were like family to me. I felt sick to the core that he was being so cheap taking money from me and allowing his friends to bully other people.
I had to make it stop so instead of sitting quietly and not being able to stand up for myself I stood up for others against him. I don't know if that's what made him hate me but he started to insult me every chance he got.
I ignored all his hate comments about me even though I felt shattered like something was put off in me I still do feel like that sometimes.
I then stopped my like for him. Whatever he said i made sure it didn't affect me in anyway. Silence is better than unnecessary drama.
I stood up for myself got my confidence but i must say he's helped me because i have confidence now even though i still don't like to show my face and don't accept when people ask me to be their date or something cuz I'm scared others will use me and then hate me.
I've still got my friends but I can't trust them a 100%. Third year was a whole different story. He stopped the hate comments and began to be my friend. He chats me on phone and in class which i saw surprising at first bit I'm use to now since he even asked for forgiveness from my bestie he used to hurt.
He left the school anyway but we're still friends and check on eachother at some point. I really don't know how to hold a grudge so...
I then began to see changes in me.
