Secrets are never what you think & Love can be misinterpreted
Two unexplainable grown apart best friends realize they haven't quite figured out why they grew apart in the first place. But really, the reason was that one of them has been keeping a big secret. That could change both of there views forever.
As we both were about three minutes away from my house it was raining a bit harder. At this point we weren't quite yet soaked, but we were very wet. I noticed as me and Nigel were walking, Nigel was tense and impulsively impatient and mind scattered. Noticeably eager wanting to know my finished answer to his question, but for me it was a relief that we were interrupted. But then it wasn't a relief, when Nigel finally got fed up, grabbed my arm, and pulled me to the nearby street corner. He then looked me in the eyes sincerely " I'm sorry, please can you finish telling me your answer to my question? " I deeply sighed and looked at him to " The reason why I let us purposely grow apart. Is because around sixth grade I realized how long I was ignoring my heart. So I did what my gut wanted instead of my heart. I didn't want to make - " Nigel then interrupted me " Please don't give me any story or science answer or definition. Please just straight forward tell me Ryan " " Fine, I fell in love with you and I still am in love with you. No matter how many times I ignore you or distract myself or try to make myself forget how and why I love you. But I - " Nigel suddenly pulled me closer to his body by my belt loops on my jeans and kissed me on the lips. I was tensed and surprised more than I planned or wanted to be. But as I felt his left hand go up more onto my waist and his right hand sliding into my back pocket, as well feeling his lips on my lips. I then closed my eyes and lost myself in his sensual kiss. As I then slid both my hands into his back pockets, as I stood up a bit on my tip toes. As I kissed him I could feel him pull me closer and closer to his body, I then got a jolt of shock when I gradually felt his tounge make it's way into my mouth. I loved the feeling of it all, the adrenaline and our heart beats in synchronization. I felt as if I was in the midst of the most romantic scene of " The Notebook "
