After the movie I made a list of the changes in me, and tried to find out how to get rid of them, I mean they can't be permanent yet it's only been two days. So I tried staying away from my friends but the more I isolated the closer we got, for example at lunch.
At lunch I saw Rachael and co going to sit at a table so I went to another table, but they all came to sit with me and I couldn't just leave them like that, I just sat with them and ate my lunch but in the end I did talk alot.
During closing they called me to walk home I got unnecessarily angry and told Rachael that.
" I'm not walking home with you, infact I'm tired of having to spend time with you which is changing my behavior and I'm taking the bus", said Alex.
Rachael and co stormed off and left me I asked myself what I had done. I felt so alone and the bus had already left, I had to walk then rain started pouring. This is why I hated to feel emotions.
I got home I couldn't eat or sleep well, I had to think of how I was going to get my friends back, it seemed impossible until an idea came into my head.
