You took care of me since the day of my birth
Your the first person to look me in my eyes
Everytime I get hurt you always have concern
You know every god damn time i tell a lie
Sometimes you get mad and wanna throw a brick at my face
I understand
But sometimes i feel like you deserve better sometimes i feel as if I'm a disgrace
I don't feel your pain, I don't know how hard it is to be you that's one thing that I misunderstand
Your my best friend
You my mom
And i don't want this bond with me and you to end
I wanna tell you everything but one thing i don't want you to see is myself harm
I know we've had our differences
I know that you wanna help
And yet i show you ignorance
But I don't wanna have you in hell
I love you Mom
I don't want you to see me like this
I don't waant you to see all of my self harm
I just want all our memories together to be reminisced
I love you Mom