All our holidays were over, And it was the first day of my 10 th class. I was waiting for him in class, my best friend came beside me and she sat, her first sentence was I want to say u something, but you should not cry, then I answered ''yes'. she told me, he proposed to a girl of our class,------- I laughed and I asked is this a prank, She told it was real, I could not believe, how did this happen when he loves me so much, she told he met our class laikya on Facebook(she was a little flirt) they started their chat in Facebook and finally he proposed him like-i like your smile, eyes and you..............*.A tear from my eyes flowed on my cheeks (in one of the social class when I saw him and smiled he shouted in the class and said 'what a smile' when sir saw him he answered seeing me ''your's sir') .............. ****. All those came in front of my eyes and tears rolled out of my eyes...............*I could not control my pain, I sat silently ......after some time he arrived to class, I was dying to see him, but he avoided my eye contact, all these things was pricking in my heart, I hid all my sorrow in my heart but dying inside and smiling outside, I didn't even see his face after that, a month passed, he realised, he tried to talk to me, I just avoided but deep inside I was dying to talk but it was too late for him to realise, I got to know he hugged her and she kissed him on his cheek, again my heart broke...........uncontrollable pain......but I can't do anything, I always remembered myself the songs he sang to me, the way he looked at me, his smile everything............*.I loved him so much even now. As the days passed he forgot me, but I cried every single day for him, but never went between them because I never wanted to spoil his happiness. It was our final exam of 10 the, he was made to sit in front of me, I didn't talk to him but helped him in every subject, all our exams were finished, last day of our school life, I cried because at least I was able to see him so many days but could not even see him now and said this to my best friend .-she told 'he don't deserve you and your love'. Now it was our vacation. I was trying to forget him but could not, I had only his memories the sketch he gave to me, and the paper under which he held my hand, and on the last day of the school I found the paper on my bench which I gave to him -the sketch of peacock feather I took it with me and now we are in different collage (2nd pu).but still I love him I have kept safely all the things he gave to me and once he gave me a doreamon key chain and still I have it, but he has totally forgotten me, and now we both just follow each other on Instagram, and even I got to know that the girl he loved broke up with him and is in a new relationship....* know I am still trying to forget him......do no when will it end.......
love=pain
